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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
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9:21 pm - *clears throat*
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| Thursday, April 20th, 2006
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4:49 pm - Myspace
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| Monday, April 3rd, 2006
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11:29 pm - but she's waiting
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she's more than you deserve.. just far better than me..
current mood: indescribable
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| Monday, March 27th, 2006
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9:37 pm - far behind
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livejournal and aim is no longer the same anymore.
Sky, Chad, Andrew and Dave..
my bitches have moved on..
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| Sunday, March 26th, 2006
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2:11 am - Oh Hell Yeah PINK!!!
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I got ahold of some new tracks from PINKS latest album not yet out yet.
I have to tell you "Long Way To Happy" is hands down one of her best songs ever.
lovin it tonight. needed it.
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| Saturday, March 18th, 2006
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10:05 pm - would you like some new lube for your dildo?
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Today is my second to the last day before returning to work Monday morning. I woke up feeling okay and hell even half excited to be alive so I decided to spend a me day. Me days are amazing. I end up buying lots of stuff for ME and having alot of fun with ME.
I went to Karma and bought some incense which rawks me. I got rain scent. Lawd knows how I love the rain. Specially when meditation time comes. I also bought this awesome poster called "Stars behind Barz". It has the mug shots of alot of kewl ass celebs such as Wynonna Judd (mmm baby.), Anna Nicole Smith, Vince Vaughn, Tommy Lee, and so many more. I am going to hang it in a very dominate spot. I also got a one hitter for muh mary j use when I don't wont to fill a pipe, aka when I first wake up in the morning.
Then I went to a sex shop and I decided it was time to get fully comfortable in myself. I bought a new dildo. I havn't had one that I have used in years. Well the time has come. Mama wanted a new one, and I got myself one. The lady behind the counter was fucking nuts, she asked me if I wanted lube with my dildo. Child no, I have enough lube. Every God damn gay pride or gay event folks are handing out free lube, SICK!
I then went to a flea market and bought a turtle cigarette ash tray and a disco light. Also a chinese lantern.
Next was best buy. Which is the place that I spend the most money weekly. I bought.
Paula Abdul- Video Hits DVD
Cher- Greatest Videos Ever DVD
Pamela Anderson- Comedy Central Roast DVD (omfg, to funny)
Clay Aiken - Measure Of A Man Cd (yes I am aware he is forever gay and I love it, i had the cd when it first came out but some bitch stole it)
I then went to Dollar Tree and bought some Pepsi and black electric tape. (no I am not into bondage)
there you go the confessions of a shopaholic fag. ;)
p.s I have been high alot lately and I have made alot of friends on myspace, in which I have added them to my friends list on aim. They keep popping up and I keep confusing them all.. this isn't pretty, but it is really funny..
current mood:  bouncy
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| Monday, March 6th, 2006
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11:26 pm - head like a hole, black like my soul..
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bow down to the one you serve..
I am not going to post your name because we have always been each others best kept secret, but I just want you to know our conversation tonight, helped ease my mind alot. I worry about you and I hope "he" is treating you the way I wanted too.
Lets keep our promise.
current mood:  exanimate
current music: NIN- Head Like A Hole
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| Monday, October 24th, 2005
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6:17 pm - heres the place to feed it.
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I use to lie
But eventually died
In a room full of all my friends
home. home is where the heart is. every heart needs a safe place to fall and be seen. home is where the heart is no matter how the heart lives. Fortune448 is home to me now. I assure you that you are welcome here. I might even light up a fatty with you or pour you some coffee. Let's learn together. let's break together. The world is a different place than what you thought it was sitting on a porch swing in the country. It is pain and it is truth. But on the beautiful side of that it is peace, love, and hope. I am knocking on the door. Are any of you going to answer? I am back. I am going to dig into the deepness and the realness of who I am and the truth is going to be layed out before you. True that. I am investigating my life. You best believe it ain't been pretty and this has been one tiring year. BUT it has been a good year. I have learned so much about myself. I had to lose everyone, everything. to truly see me. I see me. Are you ready?
friends only.
current mood: creative
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